everything has changed
- i was supposed to go to the basketball game w/ my best friend, lor, tomorrow. after what happened this past weekend, i feel like i just lost a friend. a best friend to be exact. nothing feels the same anymore. we don’t talk like how we used to anymore. nothing feels the same. i’m at the edge of just…ending it all. the 5 yrs that i’ve known this person…came down to this. it breaks my heart that i had to do what i need to do but we all know that at the end of it all, he won’t be there for me. i loved him & yet, nothing will change how i feel right now.
- jacob khang
i’m trying my best to move on. to forget about everything. to forgive. i still miss him up until today. as time goes on, i will forget his image but just in a flash, his face comes to mind. its the only thing that still haunts me that he was real…that what we had between us was real. something else. he was a great person. i just…miss him & there’s nothing that i can do about it. nothing that i can change. if it’s meant to be, it will. i just wanna fall in love w/ him differently the next time around.
Happiness isn’t a constant. You get fleeting glimpses. You have to fight for those moments, but they make it all worth it.